this is an orchid. i know it doesn't look like an orchid, but you'll have to trust me.
what's special about this orchid is that it has lived on my desk for about a year and a half now. and it's still alive.
the original bloom lasted for about a month after i purchased it, and though i had no hope of ever seeing it bloom again, the leaves remained green, so i left it in it's pot, sitting in a corner. it stayed in that corner until november when we moved offices, and it was repositioned in a different corner, in a different cube.
in the time i have has this orchid, i have also had six other desk plants. but i have discovered that when you are gone for days and weeks at a time, plants die. and, when one would die, i would replace it.
i love the idea of something alive and green and oxygen producing in my otherwise sterile cubicle, but absence and neglect seemed an impossible challenge to overcome, and i had resigned myself to completing a regular pilgrimage to the home depot garden center.
and then, about two weeks ago, i noticed that this plant--which i had not watered in, oh, probably six months or so--had a new green leaf sprouting from it's center! and what i once considered a hopeless case has become a bright spot in each of my work days.
there's an analogy here that i won't explore ad nauseam, but suffice it to say, this plant serves as a hopeful reminder that sometimes, despite absence and neglect, there remains the possibility of a new bloom.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Monday, January 02, 2012
happy 2012
hello friends! did you notice that i did NOT wish you a 'happy new year'? that's because i have decided that, as this year is the chinese year of the dragon, and i was born in a dragon year, i will be celebrating on january 23rd -- the beginning of the chinese new year. in large part that's due to acknowledging that my traditional new year's reflections come with the hope that maybe, finally, this year will be the year that everything will change for the better. and every year, it's not.
don't worry. that doesn't mean i've abandoned that hope, or hope in general...it's just in the process of being....realigned.
it has been interesting--and sad--watching the social media sites for the last 24 hours. i've noticed that almost every person who posted a 'happy new year' declaration, followed it by commenting on how difficult 2011 had been. it seems that there has been a lot of unexpected death, a lot of jobs lost, loves lost, desires and goals unfulfilled.
i suppose i'm grateful that i don't fall into the '2011 was the worst year ever' category, but i can't say that it was a really great year for me either. there were some high highs and some low lows. i had some truly amazing experiences and some heartbreaking disappointments, and mostly i feel like 2011 was a year of stagnation.
and that is why this year i will celebrate the chinese new year (despite not having any real reason to do so). the dragon is a powerful symbol in chinese astrology, and though i was born under the fire dragon, 2012 is a water dragon year. predictions and descriptions for the upcoming dragon year include the following:
Those born in the Year of the Dragon can look forward to a year of new beginnings, and good fortune. According to the 2012 Year of the Dragon horoscope, anyone who is born in the year of the dragon will be very lucky. That could mean the start of a happy marriage, the beginning of a successful business, or a lucky lottery win.
Water has a calming effect on the Dragon's fearless temperament. Water allows the Dragon to re-direct its enthusiasm, and makes him more perceptive of others. These Dragons are better equipped to take a step back to re-evaluate a situation because they understand the art of patience and do not desire the spotlight like other Dragons. Therefore, they make smart decisions and are able to see eye-to-eye with other people.
these descriptions are a near perfect encapsulation of my hopes for 2012. i hope to re-evaluate and adjust accordingly. i hope for new beginnings. i hope to reform, strengthen, and build new relationships. i hope for good fortune and a little 'luck'. i hope to be a better practitioner of patience, and most of all, i hope to make smart decisions and to see the positive results.
don't worry. that doesn't mean i've abandoned that hope, or hope in general...it's just in the process of being....realigned.
it has been interesting--and sad--watching the social media sites for the last 24 hours. i've noticed that almost every person who posted a 'happy new year' declaration, followed it by commenting on how difficult 2011 had been. it seems that there has been a lot of unexpected death, a lot of jobs lost, loves lost, desires and goals unfulfilled. i suppose i'm grateful that i don't fall into the '2011 was the worst year ever' category, but i can't say that it was a really great year for me either. there were some high highs and some low lows. i had some truly amazing experiences and some heartbreaking disappointments, and mostly i feel like 2011 was a year of stagnation.
and that is why this year i will celebrate the chinese new year (despite not having any real reason to do so). the dragon is a powerful symbol in chinese astrology, and though i was born under the fire dragon, 2012 is a water dragon year. predictions and descriptions for the upcoming dragon year include the following:
Those born in the Year of the Dragon can look forward to a year of new beginnings, and good fortune. According to the 2012 Year of the Dragon horoscope, anyone who is born in the year of the dragon will be very lucky. That could mean the start of a happy marriage, the beginning of a successful business, or a lucky lottery win.
Water has a calming effect on the Dragon's fearless temperament. Water allows the Dragon to re-direct its enthusiasm, and makes him more perceptive of others. These Dragons are better equipped to take a step back to re-evaluate a situation because they understand the art of patience and do not desire the spotlight like other Dragons. Therefore, they make smart decisions and are able to see eye-to-eye with other people.
these descriptions are a near perfect encapsulation of my hopes for 2012. i hope to re-evaluate and adjust accordingly. i hope for new beginnings. i hope to reform, strengthen, and build new relationships. i hope for good fortune and a little 'luck'. i hope to be a better practitioner of patience, and most of all, i hope to make smart decisions and to see the positive results.
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