i think this is the longest i have ever gone without posting. ever. so, since there is way too much catching up to do, let's just hit the highlights and lowlights of 2015 so far, shall we?
january:
knowing that i will be (if all goes according to plan), moving to north carolina at the end of july, california bucket list items have taken on a new urgency. for the first time, i joined my donahoo cousins in visiting the post-showing of the rose parade floats. amazing! it was particularly enjoyable to experience it with my cousins, who've also never done it, and whom i'm going to miss terribly when i leave!
with three months to design and build a brand new booth, as a part of the parent company's strategy to align all of their umbrella companies to "one-brand", the 20X30 launches at the
north american veterinary conference and wins the
booth of the year award. (february, multiple articles would be published about it in various
exhibit trade publications). i'm particularly proud as the design concept was entirely my idea, and we were fortunate to be paired with the perfect exhibit house to execute it. the booth features a life-size tree stump that doubles as a phone charger, a convertible meeting space in the interior of the doghouse, as well as astro-turf carpet and ambient "yard" sounds, giving visitors a break from the hectic conference pace.
extended the navc work trip to spend some time with melissa (n.) at universal studios florida, primarily to indulge our inner wizards and check out the new(ish) wizarding world of harry potter. exhaustion was a prominent feature, but, so was spell-casting! there is something truly magical ( i know, i know) about the harry potter world and the way it has become such a cultural phenomenon. i still remember being in high school reading my dragonlance books about wizards and warriors, and fearing that i would be made fun of as a result. the times, they have-a-change-ed.
capping off the month was the (ahem)th birthday celebration for my good friend larysa. it's fair to say that the circle of those who i would truly consider friends, here in california is very small, but i have known and liked larysa for almost my entire eight years here. it was a privilege to participate in honoring her (mumble) years on the planet, and while i won't reveal her age, i will say that it was a big one, and celebrating at the huntington library & gardens (truly one of my favorite places in cali) with an afternoon tea, was quite perfect.
february:
the month kicks off with an unexpected sleepover not too far from home. my friend and co-worker (who i rarely get to see anymore), melissa (r.) was in anaheim at the grand californian for a company training. she invited me to come for a slumber party, so, why not! we met up with another friend and co-worker for late night girl talk and spent some lovely post-training afternoon time at the pool the following day before returning to 'real life'.
i take a work trip to vegas where the new booth continues to impress. i get to spend my off-time with melissa (n.), as well as visiting with my old roommate, heather. this time the visit with heather includes five more dogs! and while the puppy energy is a little nutty, i especially appreciate fur babies when i'm away from my own. i also get a chance to spend some time with my freeman cousins. i loathe vegas, but now that i have "people' there, it makes my frequent visits much more enjoyable.
march:
the month begins with a trip to williamsburg, va for work. originally, julie and kids had planned to meet me there for a day at busch gardens. until we realize that it's not open yet! instead, i drive to raleigh to spend a day with them, and to get a bearing on the place that will serve as my temporary home when i arrive in nc. then it's time for some actual work... but my co-worker greg and i did find a little bit of time to explore the historic town.
from williamsburg, i'm headed directly on to the next event in tampa, fl. but before i get there, i get some terrible news. my old roommate calls (i send her to voicemail, as i'm boarding a plane), she calls again. voicemail again. then she texts. a mutual friend of ours has passed away. she had been living with heather in las vegas, and heather's husband had found her that morning. initially, they didn't know exactly how long she had been gone or what had happened, but we would eventually learn that, at age 41, holly jarvinen died unexpectedly from congenital heart failure. it was devastating news, and though my first response was to try and be strong for heather - her closest friend - i went through my own kind of shock. it would take a couple of weeks before it felt real all the time, as opposed to that weird ptsd mode of feeling real one moment and not real the next, where your brain just can't process. holly is the third friend of mine to pass in the last five years, and i still can't quite wrap my head around it.
but i had to get on the plane. it's been about fifteen years since my last visit to tampa, and i had been excited to see a relatively 'new' city. maybe that was just what i needed to avoid falling down the rabbit hole of sudden loss. instead, i made myself readily available to heather and other friends via phone, while i tried to get my job done, and see what tampa had to offer. i remember thinking that it was the only city in florida i had ever really liked, and it turned out, my memory was correct. the food was amazing, and i was incredibly impressed with the consistently good service. i also got a chance to spend some time with melissa (n.) as we took in a spring training baseball game (braves v. yankees) and explore the ybor city area via trolley and foot.
shortly after returning home from tampa, things went even more sideways. still emotionally wounded from the loss of a friend, i'm in a car accident, the victim of a red-light runner. while my body and health are fine (for which i'm grateful!), my car is totaled. my 2004 saturn was meant to last another year or so, giving me a chance to make the big move and get settled in before investing in a new car and committing (for the first time in years) to a car payment. but the universe had other plans, and i found myself wading through the soul-crushing bureaucracy of insurance company rules, rental car restrictions, payouts, and loan-getting. it's an overwhelming week as i began to feel the weight of all the change and loss that seems to be coming at once. i want to just wallow for awhile, but i don't have the luxury of time. the one thing (aside from my physical health) that i have going for me in regards to the car, is that i have driven A LOT of rental cars. so many, in fact, that i've known for years what i wanted the 'next car' to be. which, since i had a really limited amount of time to make decision and act on it, was a huge blessing. i go look at a couple of cars, knowing i've found "the one" before i even see it in person, so after the test drive confirming it, i put a deposit down, sign a contract, and leave - without the car - hoping that they will honor the contract until the loan check arrives and clears.
still driving a rental car, which i am now paying for out of pocket (since it turns out that the insurance company will only cover three days if your car is totaled), i head to ontario to finally meet up with my friend vicki for an evening out. we've been trying to get together for a year, and were finally able to make it work. i'm feeling particularly grateful for the timing as it now seems so much more important than it did a week before to spend quality time with people you care about. vicki has season tickets for the local hockey team, and before heading there, we enjoyed breaking some bread and getting caught up. perfect girls night!
not long after, i'm headed to salt lake city. i planned the trip in february when the world was all sunshine and daisies. on one hand, the timing seems semi-inconvenient since i'm still in car-limbo, but i have a sense that the trip is an unexpected tender mercy -- a time, when most needed, to take advantage of the natural healing power that comes from being with people you love. it's been several years since my last visit, and i know that it will be harder to do from the east coast, so i take full advantage of every opportunity. my visit includes some really phenomenal time with cousins, catch-up time with my old friend scott, a visit with brandon, a friend who used to live in california (which includes an epic haircut and shave -- his, not mine), attending the general women's session at the conference center, spending time with corey & jill, checking out a salt lake real game, and reconnecting with a high school friend. sadly, this trip was also supposed to consist of a reunion with houston, my ex-boyfriend's son, to whom i played mom for several years, but a family health emergency arose and he had to leave town. all in all though, it was exactly what i needed. i continue to be so grateful for my family and good friends. i adore them, and they have no idea how much peace came from spending time with them.
originally scheduled to fly home late monday evening, i maneuver my way onto an earlier flight so that i can (finally) go pick up the new car! while in utah, i was driving a version of my car, another equinox, but a more basic model. my four day "test-drive" left me feeling like the car was ok. it was fine. it was an improvement on my last one, for sure. and then, upon concluding the final details, when i finally got into MY car, it was so much better than ok. it was perfect. though it is a 2012 model, it feels like new. there are so many bells and whistles and it was clearly well taken care of. i just love everything about it! which will make it a little easier to swallow the car payment thing. and, of course, it's probably a blessing in disguise having a safer, more comfortable car to drive cross country in. that's what i keep telling myself anyway.
there you have it, 2015, so far, in a nutshell. there has been good, bad, and ugly, and i have to confess, i'm holding my breath a little about what the near future has in store...
